Mirror of Reality

Silence,,,
No word, no voice, just my thought flies away, left me here alone.
Sometimes I hear the songs that ever kept in my mind,now i want to sing but I feel i lost my tone and suddenly that desire stopped. Everyone needs contemplation, when everyday is hecticfully and facing crowded things.
Do you ever stand up while your heart mal and you don’t find the way to express what you want. If you ever, it’s sure you know how to struggle with your own soul.
Prayer, just be it as my life coz there’s nothing in this world gratefully expected. Right, some people says it’s unlogical.
In this era which called modern, you’ve to prove somethings concrete, played with every methods that accepted for human being ratio.
Il est interdit de make me tied when I trust about prayer. Moreover, I feel really free in my personal communication with my creator. Just want to say, that’s one thing who ever make me thanks my life, love others, even my enemy. Because He loves me, i can love you, because He listens me, I can listen to you. I’m ready for life is only because of hope, that may be can’t be seen by eyes but by heart and mind. Huuuuhhh…I breath one moment, I realize I can’t fix my problem step by step and smile that’s showed up from my true heart, don’t you think it’s form of hypocricy. Never i think.

Everyday New Chances

Right here still feel the nuance and your rhythm. When the air of December breeze, I breath it again once more and I hope in the next year. I don’t care if the department stores offer so much promo and sales of the year, I’m not looking for that and my heart won’t be put in circle of commercialism.

 

This is special time, not just because of holiday, when you have much time to go to vacancy or spend your time with your favourite activities. May be I only have two days to stop and keep together with my family but I know each ending of the year hand it’s uniqeness. Date will be same every year but every memory sounds special things.

 

Fourteen days before 2009, I pass it with looking behind and try to be ready to welcome the 2009. Many changes I feel and I see in my life but one thing I know, the best is who’re ready to live in life itself. But, it doesn’t mean that there’s no happiness or fun in my world, ow wake up so many things happened and I don’t even be able to type it all as good story.

 

Days go by

Still many things to do

Like somebody who says boo

I’m surprised and think for a moment

Why is time so short

I really try to go afford

But I know I loose it

Just be able to greet

Can I mention meaningless

Sometimes playing with fearness

Almost breathless

Never hopeless

I’m willing to let it go

Taste one hope for sure

 

What do you say of taking chances? When knowing your time, no argue to start and to finish. It’s real when I don’t know about future even one day after today. Don’t you think that everybody got believing in life. You don’t see the invisible hand but you experience it and not only a form of imagination. I am disappointed by my self quand je peux cacher mon temps. But I won’t stay silence on that disappointment. Everyday I see a new life, I meet  with new face and it’s enough to be my inspiration.

 

 

 

 

 

Tak Ingin Tanpa Kata

Waktu boleh berlari dan aku bisa saja dihiruk-pikukkan. Kala Jakarta hari ini hujan mulai siang dan berganti gerimis saat sore menjelang. Kini melangkah dalam bulan baru. Hari pertama dalam bulan terakhir di sebuah lingkaran waktu yang disebut tahun. Akan selalu berulang putaran kala ini, namun tiap berhenti pada poros bulannya, ada pengalaman dan makna pribadi bagi setiap persona.

Hampir tak punya kesempatan untuk mengucapkan selamat datang pada Desember. Mungkin aku memang menaruh perhatian khusus padanya, namun bukan berarti bulan-bulan lain tak mendapat tempat di hati. Hanya dia penutup, sekaligus penyambut pada riwayat-riwayat baru yang bersiap-siap menghiasi masa yang akan datang.

Desember, Je suis nee dans ce mois. Masih banyak yang harus kulakukan kadang menyesal dengan semua yang terbengkalai saat kutahu tak seharusnya begitu. Aku tak mau hanya menghitung hari, kuingin menikmatinya dan benar-benar hidup dalam waktu tanpa wujud ini. Masih ada kronos yang lain, semoga tak lepas saat bertemu kairos.

Mulai menjadi kebiasaan, menulis tema waktu saat akhir tahun akan bergulir. Tak lengkap rasanya tanpa kata perpisahan atau kalimat selamat datang. Maka tak akan kulewatkan waktu sepuluh menit ini untuk sekadar berbasa basi pada Desember yang kini berada di depan pintuku. Bienvenue Decembre,,,,